I haven't written anything extremely profound in the past few days, even weeks. The fact that I am at a writer's low point does not disturb me, for I fear more the possibility that my skill may be deteriorating.

Ah, well, it's not so bad. My guitar skills worsened but I was able to recover it. Nothing much to worry about I guess.

But I do have to worry about my plans for Valentine's, since I don't have any yet! Heh. Hmm...

What chaste one should require to be a star
For to serve as beholder of lovers,
Who doth seek to behold thee from afar
And hold thee rapt in their heart's endeavors,
Should move one to the verge of jealousy
To where so many have failed to return.
Hence, as a star I should not like to be
For my wild spirit's passion away burn
What form of temp'rance that might control me.
Where most have lost and where many have gone,
My love's perseverance shall bring victory;
Our destined hearts entwined to become one.
Naught their stars, whatever should lovers be;
Whatever should I be, when without thee?

There was a flower that called out to me,
"Where forth be thy betrothed, I wonder,
That thou might of this earth maketh me free?"
Mine heart stirred. "Not here, o charming flower.
She be as far as I be close to thee."
"Then taketh me with thee," said the flower,
"That when returned thou hast finally,
She might say, 'O, my love doth remember.'"
And remember did I, as I, always.
"Then," I said, "you shall be hers as I be;
Not here nor anywhere serveth thy place
But to where she might deemeth thee worthy."
And to mine hand from its earthen grave leapt,
For her to keep as mine own self be kept.

My chunny has to work overnight, and it's my sister's birthday so I can't stay with her... but chunny, I hope you get to read this.

Happy monthsary! I love you so much!

I may not be there with you now, but I hope you get the feeling that I'm still there. I wish I could help with all your work, but this is all I can do at the moment... *hugs*

LYC! <- (the first smiley ever in this blog)

After having come home from Cebu, I immediately ate dinner since I had to finish some work real quick (so I can call my chunny!) I was supposed to help a friend make a bunch of posters for a number of events for his fraternity, and unexpectedly, I found myself opening and creating PSD files that were hundreds of megabytes big. To sum it all up, it took me 9 hours of non-stop working from 8 pm to about 4:30 am, due to the incredibly long loading and processing times brought about by my already "top of the line" computer. Sigh.

Woke up at 6:20 am to go to the German Embassy for an interview for our visa - I was practically a zombie. We were supposed to leave by 6:45 am, so I rushed my bath in 10 minutes. I wasn't even able to fix/dry my hair, brush my teeth (good thing I brushed my teeth 2 hours before), and shave, so when I slept in the car, I woke up looking like a true-blue Japanese rocker. The interview went by smoothly, as far as I can tell. I was supposed to have band practice that morning, but I felt that I wouldn't be able to play as much, so I told them I couldn't go.

It's a great thing that the family driver, Fidel, didn't have anything to do today, so my mother had me driven from the house to school, and back. Sigh, I need more rest. At least I'm going home with chunny again (that sure feels better)!

I behold the night in all its glory -
The stars, forming their own constellations
As fleeting wond'rings as dreams serveth be;
And their names, their curious appellations,
I knew not, hence themselves doth introduce
Such names as Eros and Aphrodite,
That birthed titles as "inspirer", or "muse".
And I knew them, then, as they knew me.
Yet as the stars they were, they made their way
And I, as thy lover, remembered thee
That though distance holds thy person at bay,
No form of dearth or fear doth keepeth me.
For I know upon my nearing return
Our destined meeting further our fires burn.